God has given me a great grace this afternoon, it is to be able to focus on the playfulness of my children and His love for me. Sometimes it is so easy to get caught up in the working and the everyday nitty gritty , I forget to take time out to sit back and enjoy my blessings.
I have been stressing due to the pregnancy/upcoming delivery, constant cleaning, etc.I am definitely the Martha, Martha in the bible. It felt so good to just sit outside and bask in God's love that he showered on me through my children and their fun activity.
I just got myself out of the way (through everyones prayers) and got lost in the sweetness of the moment. This lil'face takes me to the throne of God and allows me to be in His presence. Sometimes I find it difficult to give myself a break because I don't work outside of the home. I really need to let that go!
I need to rejoice and trust in my vocation without always thinking I have to prove myself. I just love seeing my childern explore the wonders of simplicity and become dazzled by something so insigificant as bubbles. I must of spent a couple of hours just enjoying them.
I am going to hold on to this bubble blowin' afternoon tomorrow when I go to the hospital for my c -section because it is proof that God is with me and he knows my exact needs at the exact time. I find peace and comfort knowing He has everything covered. Every birth experience I always see God conducting an orchestra and over-seeing every aspect of it, gently waiving His baton and every instrument plays perfectly in sinc.
I am so thankful for this day and I have been blessed with this miracle of bubbles, who would of thought such and ordinary day could turn out to be so extordinary! Thanks to everyone who is praying your prayers are being answered. God bless all of you.
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